Okay i feel gross and digusting and i want to cry but im on mobile so gross body talk under the break here
Okay so my body is totally fucked up. I don’t get a period and i get splitting migraines so I’ve been told by multiple doctors there’s a good chance i have a brain tumor. The parts of my brain that control hormones don’t work either possibly because our said tumor- but none of that bothers me what bothers me is the fact that these things makes me disgustingly greasy and pimply. Like everywhere. And i know that’s just how my body is and i was told its possible to fix, not that anyone will look for the freaking tumor they just think they can fix the period/ pimple part. But for some reason this all terrifies me. On one hand i don’t want to feel gross and unloveable anymore but on the other i feel like messing with my hormones and brain will change who i am and how i feel and then maybe I’ll never feel normal again. Like somehow will changer my gender identity and i don’t think i could handle that. Not to mentionthe fact that with how i identify i don’t want a period… No one understands. I’ll be gross and unloveable forever I’m sorry.
“I’ll never forget the day Marilyn and I were walking around New York City, just having a stroll on a nice day. She loved New York because no one bothered her there like they did in Hollywood, she could put on her plain-jane clothes and no one would notice her. She loved that. So as we we’re walking down Broadway, she turns to me and says ‘Do you want to see me become her?’ I didn’t know what she meant but I just said ‘Yes’- and then I saw it. I don’t know how to explain what she did because it was so very subtle, but she turned something on within herself that was almost like magic. And suddenly cars were slowing and people were turning their heads and stopping to stare. They were recognizing that this was Marilyn Monroe as if she pulled off a mask or something, even though a second ago nobody noticed her. I had never seen anything like it before.”
- Amy Greene, wife of Marilyn’s personal photographer Milton Greene
Melted plastic chairs in the Columbine Highschool cafeteria after the massacre. One of the shooters, Dylan Klebold, had thrown a molotov cocktail in an attempt to set off one of the larger propane bombs, resulting in a small area of fire damage.
▶ RAINY THEME
so i decided to make another theme but this time with more customizable options and stuff! it’s not too different from my previous theme, but i like it. again, if you see any bugs or errors while using the theme, please send me a message so i can fix it!
- fully movable sidebar image; you can choose to make it in front or behind the sidebar
- another sidebar image, except inside the sidebar.
- 2 whopping kinds of navigation! (the one in the preview and a drop down menu)
- your own favicon
- 500/400px posts
- maximized background / posts & sidebar shadow or glow / posts & sidebar curved sides + borders / transparent posts / fading images / show captions / show tags
- color the: background / text / links / link hover / tags / the glow / border / scrollbar
- up to 7 custom links; feel free to edit the code to add more in case it’s not enough!
no important notes but here are some reminders! when choosing between 2 navigations, 400/500px + the sidebar image being in the front or at the back, or post shadows & glow, be sure you only have 1 selected! opacity is the same, if you want it opaque put 1. if you want it transparent place a “." before your desired number. if you want it COMPLETELY transparent, put a 0!